Published July 29, 2025 | By Alyx E, Founder of Collectors MD

I have to be honest about something.

The deeper I’ve gone into this work—the more I’ve researched, listened, and peeled back the layers of the hobby—the more jaded I’ve become. I see the cracks. I see the manipulation. I see how normalized it’s all become.

And I’ll be honest—it’s hard not to feel a sense of resentment.

I get angry watching breakers and influencers push narratives rooted solely in profit, showing little to no empathy or effort to adjust or acknowledge the damage some of these systems create.

I get frustrated when people ignore messages, dismiss outreach, or brush off the mission—even those I’ve built past relationships with. People I thought might get it. Might care.

I get discouraged when someone says they’re unsure about endorsing Collectors MD—when I know what we’re trying to do could actually protect the very people they claim to care about and even potentially save some lives.

And the truth is… it hurts.

Not because I need validation, but because I know how urgent this message is. I see what’s happening behind the curtain. I hear the stories. I feel the weight that so many are carrying quietly.

But as heavy as it feels, I keep coming back to this:

I have to remain patient.
I have to control what I can control.
And I can’t let their indifference poison my purpose.

Not everyone will understand or support this movement right away. Some may never. But that doesn’t mean we stop.

We keep building. We keep reaching. We keep showing up. Because the ones who do hear us? The ones who say, “I thought I was the only one”—that’s who this is for.

I won’t let bitterness take the wheel.
I won’t let frustration cloud the mission.
Because peace, clarity, and impact require intention.
And I know the work we’re doing matters—even when others can’t yet see it.

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Sometimes the most radical thing you can do is stay grounded while you fight for change.

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