Published December 10, 2025 | By Alyx E, Founder of Collectors MD

Leading a movement like Collectors MD requires a level of consistency that doesn’t always come naturally. The work is steady, often invisible, sometimes exhausting, and rarely thanked in the moment. And yet—there’s a purpose beneath it that pulls me forward every single day.

Today we hosted our second Advisory Board meeting, and the theme that came up over and over again was burnout—how easily it can creep in, how quietly it can take hold, and how important it is to stay aware of the signs before they swallow you whole. It’s a reminder I needed more than I realized. When you’re building something that matters, especially something grounded in service, it becomes incredibly easy to put yourself last.

But this cause is bigger than me. It’s even bigger than Collectors MD. It’s about creating a place where people caught in cycles of compulsion, shame, secrecy, or overwhelm can finally breathe. And if the mission is truly to help as many people as possible, then protecting my own health—my energy, my pace, my ability to keep showing up—has to be part of the work, not something outside of it.

It’s in the late hours of the night—when the world is quiet, the day finally slows down, and that second wind kicks in—that the ideas start pouring out. But there’s a thin line between inspiration and exhaustion. When you burn the midnight oil too often, stretch yourself past empty, and set expectations no one could realistically sustain, you risk trading short-term momentum for long-term burnout.

Consistency matters, but not at the cost of collapse. Sustainability matters, because movements don’t grow from intensity—they grow from steadiness. And self-preservation isn’t selfish; it’s strategic. It’s what allows the work to continue long after the adrenaline fades and the early momentum settles.

This journey has been extremely challenging at times. There are heavy weeks and thankless tasks and long stretches where progress feels slow or quiet. But there’s purpose in the grind, and clarity in the reminder that I don’t need to carry everything at once. I just need to carry what I can today.

And that’s enough.

Because consistency isn’t about pushing harder. It’s about protecting the ability to keep showing up.

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To keep serving the mission, I have to protect the person behind it—and that’s the foundation sustainable healing is built on.

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Published October 31, 2025 | By Dayae Kim, LMFT, Collectors MD Referral Network

What Is Impulsivity?
WebMD describes impulsivity as a tendency to act without foresight or much thought. Impulsivity is something all of us have experienced at some point.

When I’ve felt burnout from work, I’ve noticed myself engaging in more impulsive behaviors. For me, it often shows up as careless spending or shopping. The cycle usually looks like this: I feel overwhelmed and frustrated from burnout, I go shopping and buy things I don’t need on a whim, and then later, I look at my bank statement and feel anxious and guilty about how much I’ve spent. That guilt and anxiety lead to more stress, and I start the cycle all over again.

Has this happened to you? Maybe it’s not impulsive shopping, but have you ever noticed yourself engaging in any of these behaviors when stressed or anxious?

• Angry outbursts

• Speaking before thinking

• Unsafe or risky actions

• Overspending

• Gambling

When we’re anxious or stressed, impulsive actions can feel like a quick fix. We might think, “If I just buy this, eat this, or say this, I’ll feel better”. And for a brief moment, it might even seem to work. But shortly after, we’re often left feeling worse because we haven’t actually addressed the root cause of what’s happening underneath.

How Impulsivity Can Be A Symptom, Not The Problem
I’ve been working with a client who has struggled with impulsive gambling. When life and work stressors pile up, he turns to gambling to escape. The temporary rush of excitement numbs the stress, but after acting impulsively, he ends up losing money and feeling even more anxious and defeated.

In our sessions, we’ve worked together to identify his triggers and what his impulsive behaviors look like in real time. More importantly, we’ve practiced delaying his impulsive desires through what I call “thought-breaking activities”. For him, that includes taking a cold shower, going for a run or walk, or turning on his favorite music—loud enough to shift his mood and energy.

These activities don’t erase the stress, but they help him slow down long enough to choose a healthier response instead of reacting irrationally. Over time, he’s learned that managing his impulsivity isn’t about willpower—it’s about awareness, delay, and replacement with something more grounding and appropriate.

Where Collecting Fits In
For many in our community, impulsivity shows up in collecting—especially during moments of stress. A new product drops, a live break starts buzzing, or a rare card appears at a “can’t miss” price, and suddenly the urge feels urgent and justified. The purchase or rip offers a brief lift, but the aftermath—budget strain, shame, or hiding transactions—reinforces the same stress that triggered the behavior. If this sounds familiar, try applying the same thought-breaking approach before you buy: step away for ten minutes, review your budget or want-list, text a trusted friend, or play a song that reliably changes your state. These small pauses create just enough space to return to intentional collecting—choices aligned with your values, limits, and longer-term goals.

Moving Toward Mindful Choices
Impulsivity often gives us the illusion of control—a quick fix to escape discomfort or stress. But these reactions rarely soothe what’s truly underneath. When we learn to pause and observe what’s driving the impulse, we open the door to real change.

Noticing the urge is the first step; choosing differently is the second. Even taking 10 seconds to breathe, walk away, or check in with yourself can interrupt an impulsive cycle and shift your emotional state. With time and support, those pauses add up to more mindful, intentional choices—ones that align with who you actually want to be.

Ready To Break The Cycle?
If you’ve noticed impulsive behaviors showing up when you’re stressed, anxious, or overwhelmed, you’re not alone. These behaviors aren’t signs of weakness—they’re signals that something deeper needs your attention and care.

If you or someone you know struggles with impulsivity or the anxiety that often fuels it, I can help. Together, we can:

• Identify triggers and emotional patterns

• Strengthen emotional regulation

• Build healthier coping tools that support real, lasting change

If you are ready to break the cycle and create a calmer, more intentional way of responding to life’s stressors, you’re always welcome to schedule a consultation with me.

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